Yisel Chong - I'm unworthy

I do not know what to do with my life,
Should I just close my eyes,
And think I am not alive.
Do not even know anymore,
If the things I do are right.
I am so insecure,
I doubt myself in everything I do.

I wonder if I am a doll,
And someone is just controlling me.
I wonder if my life is just a simple nightmare.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
Things I wish or say are never done.
I’m just a simple loser,
Who always sets goals,
but never really gets there.
I am always hiding in my own shell.
Scare to go out there,
And experience everything,
Everywhere.
I let things go as easy,
As flash.
I’m just nothing,
but trash.

Yisel Chong

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