Treehouses - Without A Warning

i sometimes feel like the days are bleeding into one another
like when i try to breathe all i really inhale is smoke and it's disappearing into someone else's mouth
when i walk the beach at night and see the ocean it's like i'm looking upon an old friend for the first time
there's a sense of knowing, and a sense of unknowing
a sense of being surrounded and being alone, both at the same time
not unlike the feeling i get when you leave me, or when i see your face again
because you alone, can destroy me just fine

if there's a world
where i should be with you
this is not the one
if there's a time
where you and i would work
this is not the one

it isn't worth knowing life without the feeling you give me, when you want to
there are only three people i truly trust in this world, and two of them are you
i used to think being with you was all i'd ever want, all i ever wanted
and that there was no way this could happen
but i find myself wondering why i get up everyday
and why you're still there beside me

i can still hear the ringing in my ears
your face is burned in to the back of my eyelids
even if i wanted to forget you
i couldn't

i use to think i could read your mind
that i could see you for who you really are, and you could see me
but now i know that i was losing my mind, and that i still am
and there's nothing you or i could do, can do, to change that
or anything else that happened