Treehouses - Introspection

these stories leave me numb
but if you are the one
at least i'll leave you
after all you've put me through
without an ounce of regret
i urge you to forget
a sensation of dull heat
the countless scars on my feet

misfortune ruptures my intention
undermining my internal reflection
unclear if my perceived truth is real
or an unsubstantiated feeling
belief won't change my judgement
resigning myself to fate
compelled only to wait
the weight of contemplating my actions
reciting to myself a list of rights and wrongs
black and white against a moral scorecard

who has wronged me and who has been wronged
where will i fall when the all knowing judgement rains down
among the good and the strong?
or the evil and the wrong?
i fear the latter
i need this
count with me
we'll find where i fall