Things Fall Apart - July Day

I didn't know that July Day
would be the last time that I could call you mine
there's no use pretending that I couldn't see the end was coming
I watched the passion drain from your eyes
through all that time.

You were always too good for me
and I guess I never saw that
I guess I couldn't piece it together
And after all of the time we spent together
I feel like it was all for nothing

How could I see that this was all on me?
You kept me guessing at your feelings and it tore me apart
And now you're gone and what do I have to show?
You made me feel completely alone.

I didn't know that July Day
would be the last time that I could call you mine
there's no use in pretending that I couldn't see the end was coming
I watched the passion drain from your eyes
through all that time.

Today I drove by you on the corner of King and Olentangy and I didn't feel a god damn thing
and it tore me apart
how can a relationship of two years amount to an encounter that isn't even worth the slightest acknowledgement?
If it wasn't meant to be why does it hurt so much?