Immortal blank state - Wondering

I always wonder…
Whether I should be happy, sad, or mad
I never know.
There is always something that happens when I don’t expect it.
I may be the happiest ever.
Then something just happens.
And it all changes.
Life is just like very confusing…
I’ll get mad cause of people that I once thought were my friends…
Well, weren’t
Now I’m just going to have to move on.
Because I’m sick of this
What emotion am I supposed to be now?
It all just makes me wonder…

[[written on December 2nd,2007.]]

Immortal blank state

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