Tim De Brouwer - looking back on it now

looking back on it now,
I really didn't have many friends,
looking back on it now,
I was the outcast of the group,
looking back on it now,
I was seen as the stupid one, the joke,
looking back on it now,
I lived in the vain of being someone eccual to evryone,

looking back on it now,
I was continnually mocked and laughed at,
looking back on it now,
I didn't really had someone to turn to,
looking back on it now,
I started to realise the truth,
looking back on it now,
I noticed what was going on,
looking back on it now,
I couldn't change it anymore,

looking back on it now,
I made some mistakes, I know,
looking back on it now,
I have been toyed with to much,
looking back on it now,
I should let my voice be heared more,
looking back on it now,
I should stand firm and demand the respect I deserve,
for I have changed to someone you could call ' a normall, yet silly, person ' maybe even ' a friend ',
but that all depends on you dearest reader,

looking back on it now,
I have no idea,
looking back on it now,
that this was going to get so long.

TiMbEr

Tim De Brouwer

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