something changing - ...

tears fall
hearts break
when you lose it all
smiles are fake
empty thoughts
insides hollow
this pain it's wrought
but what will follow?
will it be
a more painful pain?
i don't want to see
what will i have gained?
if i move forward
it only gets worse
im weaker than ever
this is my curse
to hurt and be hurt
and never be healed
numbing my insides
so that i can't feel

something changing

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