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Find the best financial services for you at: SMARTFINANCESOLUTIONS.NET - Why do i hate my life? - I am a single mom at 46 due to my husband taking off with a 23 year old. I have 2 kids 16 & 11 and get no child support. For some reason or another I cannot bring myself to file for divorce. I also, was recently dating a 37 year old for 3 months only seemed to want me for sex. I have to file for bankruptcy due to all the bills left and my shopaholic tendencies my husband for 16 years and my world truly revolved around making him happy. Evidently, it did not work. I found a job in a call center with a bunch of misfits that I would never consider having a relationship with. Why am I constantly looking to replace my husband. I feel as if I have no life....... Giving up seems to be the only answer. -