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Find the best financial services for you at: SMARTFINANCESOLUTIONS.NET - What Should I do about all this crazyness? - Ok so here it is... I question a lot right now, because my girl and I have started on fire and I mean fire.. She was the CO of this company (Hospitality Group) and I was a G Manager/ Promoter of one of the businesses. Well the owner (my friend) liked her so a lot of jealous went on behind closed doors.So we both left... I was making about 4000 cash a month and so was she... Then I decided to start a promotional business throwing events and concerts.. Started as being funded by me.. I was living downtown by myself. I had an 2006 f150 i have owned for 2 years almost paid off ... From my past relationship. Well I kept it in my past gfriends name because she had better credit(I have no credit and I was getting paid cash)= no loan... The past gfriend decides to file bankruptcy and takes my truck well So now I am living a block away from work still functioning fine when the new gfriend ask me to me move in so ... well i do and then she lets me drive one of the cars... Well we both quit our jobs at the sametime and open a limo company and a promotional company together. We are both smart and motivited so we have 3 sucessful events ... Net $6000 right out the gate we blew some of it paid some bills and put money back into other events... Then we start taking losers and the money haulted completly.. All the time we are out wining and dining blowing money left and right. 100 here a 100 there ... all the time madly in love and living the dream... Well next thing I know we run out of money... Well she pulls out $12,000 out of her savings to save us over the next 3 months. So during this time we both find jobs 2 months in... She got a salery job while I got a outside sales job...well she got paid while i have strugled on outside sales from b2b sales in dec(I made nothing thru training and learning). .. All b2b sales normally shuts down in dec. ... Now she resents me and stop being affectionate and also talks down to me. Tears me down completely.. This pisses me off makes me feel like I am a loser, because she supported us for 3 months... I have had a relationship where I paid for everything for 3 years of course it didnt work out ,but 3 months.... The Mother tells her to break up with me, because I am struggling at my job thru dec... So we do get in this fight over the phone .. Saying that she cant take this anymore that she can have better and that I am the worst mistake of her life.. and I move out... 6 hours later she text baby I feel like I cant breathe right now i have this empty hole in my chest I need you back your my bestfriend and husband to be.. calls and saying... I have been sucessful before and I will be -