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Find the best financial services for you at: SMARTFINANCESOLUTIONS.NET - I dont Know what to do!!?? - So I now have a 7 month old daughter But I am on unemployment unsuccessful to obtain a job in this economic ressession I have claimed bankruptcy on all that I could unfortunately I couldn't on student loans which was most of my debt now thats all I have. I had to get rid of my rescue horse b/c of medical reasons and of course being unable to afford it, I also have a pony that I've had for 13 1/2 yrs. I do everything myself cleaning feeding etc. Now I have a chance to get free board while feeding and giving some extra care to two minis for my board. But I also have a chance for a friend in NJ to take my pony for a month and at the end possibly lease him but for a small fee I live in NY and would have to take him there myself and pay for it. I feel that in the end now matter what I do to hold on the my life long friend I will have to sell him, so in trying to keep him as long as I can what should I do? OR what have you've done or would do? Its like I'm in denial I feel that I've done so much already to make it easier and better but I guess I just dont want to let this part of my life go I have been riding since I was 8.

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