Silent Speaker - Torn

My emotions in a mix
I'm angry, hurt, and devestated
you may ask whos at fault
but its both of us because we dated

We both ended up with a heartbreak
but far worse is mine
For you got over me within that hour
yet for me it took way more time

you hurt me bad
when I see you with her
but I'm getting used to the pain
pretending to be okay is my cure

some say to just let my emotions and pain out
but afraid of being hurt more
I take it all in
for I know my hearts tore

Torn with the love of a boy
Torn with every word he spoke
Torn with the pain I hold in
and torn because everything was a joke

Silent Speaker

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