shay allen - am i alone? ? ?

I get this funny feeling

it comes from deep

inside I get all mad

and angry wanting to

go and hide.



My doctor calls

it depression

My family says

it's just me

but the thought

and feelings No

One will ever be

able to see.



Some says I'm psycho

Some says I'm just werid

It's like I'm a

differnt person



I get really edgy

i want to commit

suicide really bad

then I get a headache

followed by feeling

sad, I wish I could get help



I wish it would go

away maybe if I

pray really hard.



This poem is about the first time I thought about self harm and yes I am not going to lie to you I still do it from time to time.



God Bless You

shay allen

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