Scarlet ..... - Explosion-2

if I survive will I still be me
or will I be that empty body
the empty body I so fear of becoming
no one will be here to pull me rubble
the rubble that will be made from the explosion
will I just drift threw the rubble
just like I’ve drifted threw life?
and finally become that empty body
the one that is only numb
no other feeling
no chance of regaining feelings
once I become this empty body
I will have lost me
lost my soul
lost my chance
lost the little I had left

Scarlet .....

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