Scarlet ..... - Explosion-1

I’ve bottled up my emotions all my life
bottled up my pain
my sadness
my anger
but I’ve filled my bottle long ago
and now I feel the cap
it is slowly twisting off
slowly
but getting quicker
quicker and quicker
until it will pop
pop off
and it will
explode
explode everywhere
I don’t know what will happen
will I survive the explosion
or will it tear me to bits?
if I survive will I still be me
or will I just be an empty shell
shell of what could have been
should have been

Scarlet .....

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