Sadistic Cupid - Have you ever?

Have you ever finally wanted something out of life, only to realize time is running out?
Have you ever had something you wanted to tell someone, only to realize that it would hurt you more to tell then the agony you feel now?
Have you ever been convinced that you have a higher calling, yet you find out that it’s Death whose been calling?
Have you ever been perfectly calm, on the surface, yet deep inside anger was sprawling?
Have you ever had the perfect path trough your life, only to have what if cause hesitation and strife?
Have you ever, have someone tell you they love you, but once they hear something they don’t like it’s the end of the conversation?
Have you ever known to know the wonders of a beautiful day, only to wish for grey skies to turn them away?
Have you ever actually enjoyed something, then suddenly one day it doesn’t matter either way?
Have you ever stood atop of the highest building in New York, yet somehow you still felt like you were still on the ground?
Have you ever been utterly lost, yet somehow more now than ever you felt more profound?
Have you ever found happiness, yet you never felt more crestfallen?

Well I have and all I have to say, life’s fun until you know exactly how much time you have left?
Live life to make yourself happy, especially if it involves helping others. If not oh well, the world is ugly anyway.

SaDcU

Sadistic Cupid

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