Sadistic Cupid - realizing

I've cursed your name from here to hades,
because it was funny to me.
Regretted it truly like rabies,
since pain never hurt to me.

It must be a spell cause no-one could really tell,
that i was all torn up in side.
Crushed yet standing I couldn't even yell,
so tears that wouldn't fall turned into shrugs and sighs.

I've been drifting along singing my song,
yet still I wondered all the while,
about her hair being shoulder long,
and even her sudeuctive smile.

Well even now after we've said this much,
your still in this thing you call my heart,
If weren't for you I couln't have known life as such,
We are as we begun two worlds apart

Sadistic Cupid

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