Phil Whittaker - Verge

I’m on the verge of suicide life or death
I can’t decide is life in heaven better than this,
But if I died who would I miss?

Look into the abyss,
Look back and see what your about to miss,
It doesn't matter anymore she doesn’t want you,
You’re more the fool, take one last breathe
And jump into death

On the way down I realized I was wrong, life is much more than that bitch now, I was falling like a bird shot from the sky but then …
I found my wings again and I arose from the ashes, the embers, the flame of the blaze,
I arose a phoenix from the flames

I tried to think of who told me to jump, I remembered it was me, I found the voice and with a knife I stabbed the fucker he isn’t squeaking no more

Know there’s just me I’m all alone
I’m on the verge of suicide life or death I cant decide is life in heaven better than this, but if I died who would I miss?
Then I hit an angel so perfect pure and everything else, then I turn to look fully in her face
and then I realize that its you …

Phil Whittaker

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