Peri Morgan - My Last Goodbye

I don't have to say anything about the person this poem is about. You know who you are!
I just find that sometimes the only way for me to get over my feelings is to write. So, although parts may sound as though I abhor this person, I'm still very much in love with them.


I don't see why,
you treated me like s**t,
I know you say you didn't,
but I know you'll never admit.
What you've done to me,
was cold and completely heartless,
so now I dwell on these thoughts,
lost in total darkness.

Everything I wanted,
I found inside of you,
to scared to take your chance,
now what are we to do?
For to me it only seems,
you just wanted to play a game,
now I get so angry,
at the very mention of your name.

This anger will not abate,
it rises to the surface,
I only wish I could walk away,
and forget about this place.
Then I see you smile,
which sparks the memory,
of how you played your twisted game,
with total lack of mercy.

I know you now don't care,
to me its all so clear,
I'm just truly thankful,
you never saw me shed that tear.
When you turned your back,
and without looking walked away,
I wish I could say I was lucky,
on that very day.

For if you could do this then,
and make me feel so low,
what would happen after a year?
Actually........ I don't want to know.
I wasn't what you wanted,
no matter what I'd try,
so farewell my love,
for this is my last goodbye.

Peri Morgan

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