Nicole Settimi - Make Luv 2 Tha Dead

Seduced by darkness
A slave to the dead
A walking zombie-
So many lose screws in the head!

Uncontrollable feelings
To slice the vein in my neck
And, fall to the ground
A beautiful, bloody wreck

Dreaming of asphyxiation
To be choked, suffocated, and beaten!
Left in the darkness
Clawing and screaming!

The Demon's invade
Yes-they break through again
It's just a cycle of lust
And, obsession over death that won't end

Clawing at my skin
Ripping at the roots of my hair
Yet, I can't seem to find, now,
One single reason left to care

Death? It consumes me.
It takes it's hold, and grips firm
The struggle is infinite
The voice is repetitive and stands stern

I hear one million voices
But, they all say it too
And, there's no way to break free
I just have no fu*king clue

How it even began-
But, this IS my obsession!
And, I'm riding the waves now
Of a deep rooted depression!

I just want to bleed
To see if I'm real
But, even the deepest wound, it seems,
Cannot make me feel

So embracing this fate
That it seems I've been written
I accept defeat
And, allow myself to be bitten

By the bite of The Devil
As death pulls at my soul
My breaths, they grow weaker,
My voice screams out 'no! '

Yet, I continue this journey
I go on and keep walking,
And, as my body shuts down
I am no longer talking

I give into this craving
This twisted desire,
And, I finally embrace-
Death, as I drift higher.

© copyright 2011 Nicole Settimi/Dark Lyric Poetry
Dark Lyric Poetry by The Dark Artist Nicole Settimi

Nicole Settimi

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