Monique Ornelas - what do I do? ? ?

I'm needing so badly for someone to find the pieces of me I left behind,
I need for this pain to go away,
I need the voices to get out of my head,
i'm tired of going to the doctor's and getting prescribed another damn pill,
what I need is for someone to listen to me,
someone to tell me it's all going to be ok,
i'm holding on to nothing but hope,
I no longer have the things that gave me hope once before,
I no longer have a razor blade in my hand,
No new scars to feed off my pain,
So what do I do now,
Now that the pain is just sitting in my heart,
growing,
getting stronger by the minute,
no new doors opened to escape,
what do I do

Monique Ornelas

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