Melissa Koeman - Lost myself again

Looking for a person that isn’t me
Maybe I should accept that I am who I am
And that I cannot change myself
Not change my miserable self
Just see that I need some help
Help for something that might never be better
I lost myself again…
Forcing myself to be someone I’m not
God sometimes I hate myself
For doing the things I do

Melissa Koeman

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