Melissa Koeman - Crucify myself

Will I ever learn?
Am I just a masochist?
Looking for some pain?
I said too much
I opened my heart again
You’ve got the key to my heart
And you damn well know that
Nothing I do is good enough for you
I crucify myself
Please pull the nails out of my body
But you just stand there
Laughing about my struggling in your web
I pray that this is not really happening…
But it is
You don’t care for me
Why do I crucify myself?

Melissa Koeman

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