Matthew Baughman - My Ultimate Disappointment

You turned out to be my ultimate disappointment
You know how I think, and what I feel
I have told myself that your feelings were always real,
but we I needed you there, you came, you hid, and then you went.
but hey, its my fault I left myself unprotected,
I should have not let my defenses down
but i don't want anyone else but you around
because your smile, makes my life seem majestic.

So why do you have to disappoint me so
you have the power to make our worlds go round,
instead you use it to drive mine down,
one day I might not care for you, I hope you know.
I never want that day to come
cause you always bring such unobtainable joy
I hope one day you’ll take my hand, and call me, baby boy,
but until that day, you always remain, My Ultimate Disappointment.

Matthew Baughman

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