Lissa White - Gone With The Wind

Looking for some hope
A way to cope
I just need something to hold on to
To help me make it through
But all hope is gone
Gone with the wind
The winds swept it away
All my hopes for the future
Is gone, no more


It will be just more days like this
Of always struggling to hold on
Trying to keep it all together
I am in this pit
Of muck and mire
Drowning day by day
With no sunshine ray
The ray of hope is gone
Leaving behind years and years
Of agony and fears


I am so tired
And angry
All I want to do is take care of those I love
But I continue to get grief
When will I get relief
From the hell that is my life


I cry out to God
But he don’t hear me
Is this how my life is to be?
Give me something to hold onto
Some hope for the future
I can make it through anything
If I have a new song to sing
I am holding on
I feel my grasp slipping away
I am about to fall
And lose it all
Including my mind
The depression sets in
The indifference of it all
I just don’t care
I feel I have nothing more to share
I am drained
Emotionally and financially


I will set here and wait
Patiently for it all to be taken away
I am alone
As I should be
Because I am unworthy
Of any kind of life
So I am alone
And will be alone
Till the day I die
Pray it happens soon
So my suffering will end

Lissa White

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