jools England - Giving up

Two o'clock in the morning
And I'm lying awake
Slowly realising
that you were fake

Three o'clock in the morning
And I still can't sleep
Reasons for this treason
I seek

Four o'clock in the morning
And I'm chocking on a dream
Listening loudly
to my silent scream

Five o'clock in the morning
Falling out of bed
Hurting my head from
the things that I said

Six o'clock in the morning
Ending this sleepless night
Making the decision that
my words were justified

Seven o'clock in the morning
I don't care any longer
I hope that one day
this shit will make me stronger

jools England

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