JJ Lockhart - Suicide Note

I don’t know what to say
How do I tell all of you goodbye?
I wish you could understand
Why I am going to do
What I am about to do
Of course a few of you know
The pain I am feeling
And how it feels to want it to end
But as for the rest of you
You have no idea
You can’t even imagine what it is like
I just want to tell all of you
I love you so much
And I will miss you
I am not doing this to hurt any of you
This isn’t about you
It’s about me
I just can’t go on anymore
I can’t find the strength to continue
I haven’t been able to in a long time
And now it has to end
I’m sorry for the pain I may have caused any of you
You didn’t deserve it
And I hope that once I am gone
All the pain will go away
Just remember I love you all
And I will miss you

JJ Lockhart

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