is life worth all the effort?

A message to (anyone) feeling this way: 'Is it worth it? For me no! I have had enough of life, i don't want to carry on any more. Nobody would notice if i left this place. I hate myself and don't see any point in carrying on. I want to go i am ready to leave it all behind. i've got plenty of tablets around and feel like i could just down them all now and be gone before anyone notices. I've lived my life and am ready to go, i can't wait any longer, cause it just ain't worth it. I want to die and i am ready to die. Take my last breath in this world and go! Be finished forever. Why do i bother carrying on? I really dunno! So i'm ready i'm ready to go!'