Ian Zeller - The Nothing Feeling

My shaky hands
as I type
I still dont know whats wrong
Confessions
the worst of me
not the best
Feeling disapointed
pain is not real
Exploring a new
death of love never
knowing what it was

No life still sits still
Your unsightly word
Insomnia disappointed
thrill every night
theres no one there
Imagination gets the
best of me
Forgeting I shouldn't have
emotion
Unknown potential
Loathing my own self
Questions do not solve the
problem nor does
this pathetic typing rhyming
the build up of one momment
to a point where there are no
words ending in a goodbye
Another same rhyme
I shouldn't
try
Black and white
is all I see
the color losts
its luster
Disipated dissolved
all I see
Is you
What is wrong with me

Ian Zeller

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