Ian Zeller - Cry bitch Cry

Cry bitch Cry - Complete Piece Every day I wake up
trying to look at myself and others
without dismay, with every taking in the
same old shit different day.
Hoping for something new I can only hope for the past to settle
for the dust to clear
My heart yet torn in another direction, I wish to only heal
and be stronger than before
My mind bouncing off the walls going in circles
not knowing what to do
With this mind I wish to die sometimes
and be reborn with the new.
I must understand that the pain will never subside,
I am again at fault with everything i have done.
The pain breaches my hallow soul for which I can't
control.
I am done but now I run away from my fears and the
tears, with it so ever like quicksand the faster I move the
quicker I sink till I can't move till I can't breath like
quicksand.
I will not sub-side to suicide, the easy way out from this life
to next Still with the idea still on my mind
I will not concede to be another teen statistic.
With moving on blindly but moving nevertheless
with the sunshine on my face without seeing it I move
on into the shadows which I have grown use to
I like it
I will stay in the shadows
hiding and waiting
to see the sunshine
of someones face
I am ready for more
cause I will never
stop
I don't know why
I am hear

Ian Zeller

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