I would really love to...

I' ve pain, I'm jealous.
I can't bear to know you with an another one.
Know that you love her smile, her laugh, her skin, her heart.
It’s terrible but I can’t, I can't live without you each day is a torment.
Everything remind me of you, everywhere, everytime. I would really love to…I don’t know, love you less maybe, forget you forget those months, those times. But I can’t because those moments are the best and they can’t be forgotten.
I would like to know why, why you loved me, why you have been so sweet to me, so considerate.
Why did you make me feel so smiling, so happy, so pretty
It's terrible, but now, now I don't have this security that I felt in your arms. My life misses that, and I’m afraid that it last forever.
I would really love to…I don’t know, love you less maybe, forget you forget those months, those times. But I can’t because those moments are the best and they can’t be forgotten