I Am the Beginning Now

[Verse 1]
A dream is only a dream they said
When Dreams have died a thousand times
A Million times in my head
I don't know why...
I'm still here after all these years..

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve screamed into the quiet,
Waited for something—anything—to answer.
Time doesn’t heal,
it just teaches you
how to carry the weight
without breaking.

[Chorus]
But I’m still here.
Not because I’m strong—
just because I kept going.
Even when I felt nothing.
Even when the silence
was louder than my heartbeat.
Even when I didn’t believe
the dream was worth dreaming.

[Verse 2]
The calendar changed,
but I stayed the same for so long.
I watched the world move on
while I stood still,
frozen in the shape of who I used to be.
But somewhere in the static,
a melody kept playing—
faint, but familiar.
Like it never gave up on me.

[Bridge]
I’ve let go of versions of me
that no one ever met.
Buried dreams in silence,
screamed them back into life.
Maybe survival isn’t strength...
maybe it’s just remembering
what still matters
when everything else fades.

[Chorus]
But I’m still here.
Not because I’m strong—
just because I kept going.
Even when I felt nothing.
Even when the silence
was louder than my heartbeat.
Even when I didn’t believe
the dream was worth dreaming.

[Outro]
I breathe in without shaking.
I step forward without asking why.
The dream isn’t what it was—
but it’s still mine.
And this time,
I won’t wait to live it.
I am the beginning now.