"how could this be"

Lyrics:

the colors fade into the night sky and it's only you
asking where do we begin? and where do we let go?
so maybe i can fight this picture burn it up for the last time
and wonder if you're alone and how you're sleeping

cuz everything you give and take is everything that bends and breaks
my heart but i'm okay i just thought that you should know
you should know i'm not that cold but i'm alone. i am alone

so be quick before the next time b/c it might hurt more
so careless with ones heart you have so many open doors
i barely get any sleep but it doesn't change the fact you're w me
and wondering just hurts i wonder all the time....all the time

cuz everything you give and take is everything that bends and breaks
my heart but i'm okay i just thought that you should know
you should know i'm not that cold but i'm alone. i am alone