Gangsta Sta - Lost I am

Lost, in life’s playing ground
Lost to the substance of love
Lost for laughter i cannot find
For my soul’s sorrow’s always around.

To be free from all the pain
To feel not my lonliness
To be loved for who i am
To accept what i am dealt.

Why can it not be?
Oh why! ?
Oh strengh of mine
That look it’s flight
Oh pain that settled in
I want to fight, i
Need to fight,
But to … find the
Strength within?

For laughter i must suspend
And love i need to share
But fear just keep’s me down
For i want no more despair

To be myself, to love myself
Tell me how do i find.
I doubt, i fear, salvation
Just doesn’t appear.

Lost i am! ! !

Gangsta Sta

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