Dedicated to Sydney!

A little video I made, to my girlfriend.
It tells a little bit about me, my past, and also describes my feelings for her.
I'd love to make it longer, and make more about her, why I feel the way I do and all that, but due to upload speeds, I don't want to make it too long, so I'll make some more videos, that'll be way better than this one.

But, I can put some things in this description :)
As you've probably figured out by now, I have been depressed most of my life. I've had a lot of problems, no one's ever really been there for me, I don't even remember my dad much..
Many, many years of depression, goes without saying, that yes, I have been suicidal..
I'll not cover that here, perhaps I'll make a video about it when I come far enough out of the depression.
Anyways, the point of this video, is to barely present how much my girlfriend means to me. She has literally saved my life several times, and we have not even met in real life yet! I live in Norway, she lives in the US, the distance makes it tough for sure, but when we have the feelings we have, that is no problem

Songs:
Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Watch me bleed
KIT-I - My Heart
Secondhand Serenade - Your Call