Conchita Mauer - Bryce

A new day has dawned upon me.
I now see you in a true light.
I pull the dagger from my heart and bleed.
You left me alone and now i fight
To keep calm within my insanity.
Every lie you justify and make fake,
So now im on my knees speaking profanity
You are everything ive come to hate.
Everyday i live, i will blame you
Dont ever again show your face to me.
You will also fall when your time is due.
So now i murder your memory in the blood filled sea.
You stay in her arms for now,
But when you tire of her too, what then?
It wouldnt matter; just another broken vow.
Soon she too will know how better her life could have been
Without you. You are not a man,
You are the Serpent tempting the Apple.
You have no heart or a loving hand,
You wreak and havoc and enjoy the suffering
That you create. I can see right through you.
I deserve my time and all those stupid nights back
Those nights were wasted, but this is nothing new.
You are nothing more than another liar to the stack.
I do not know why you pretended to care when i cry,
Or why you pretend to love.
But now i acknowlege your every lie.
Just know that when push comes to shove,
I will defeat you. Never would i thought id say,
But it gets easier with each passing day.
You allowed maggots to eat my heart, and my mind with lice.
You abandoned me when i needed you most. I hate you Bryce.

Conchita Mauer

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