Barbara Dixion - My apology

There's something I have to say
I know you wont beleive me
But i'll say it anyway
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for laughing
When you needed a hand to hold
I'm sorry I wasn't there
To protect you from the cold
I'm sorry I wasn't there to
Dry the oceans you cried
I'm sorry I didn't feel your heart
As it slowly died
I'm sorry that it seemed
That I didn't care
I'm sorry when you needed me
I was never there
I'm sorry you needed a hero
And that hero wasn't me
I'm sorry I couldn't be your sight
When you were too blind to see
How precious you were
I'm sorry I wasn't at
The bottom of your fall
I'm sorry I couldn't help
You stand tall
I'm sorry I didn't hold you
As nightmares pierced the night
I'm sorry I wish I
Could hold you tight
I'm sorry for lying
By acting like I didnt know
Inside you were dying
I'm sorry I didn't save you
I'm sorry
This is what I had to say
I know you don't beleive me
But i said it anyway

Barbara Dixion

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