Barbara Dixion - Dear Dad

The best part of my day
Is when I go to my room and hide
From the pain around me
From the souls that have died
My life is a graveyard
My heart isn't beating
THere's air in my lungs
But i'm not breathing
I wish we were in pakistan
So I could kill you motherfuckers
Like a taliban
Anger in my heart
Fear in my eyes
Turn up the radio
So you cant hear my screams or cries
I hate all of you and the hurt you made
I would protect you with my life
You turn around and
Stab me with a knife
I dont give a fuck
If you live or die
And I wont go to your funeral
And you know why
My life is a funeral
And you are death
Killing me slowly
With every breath
If you come near me
I'll shoot your heart
For all the pain you caused
When I just wanted a new start
I hope you burn in hell
I don't care
How loud you yell
I hope you die
ANd drown in my pain
I hope you choke
On your shame
Cause you played my life
Like a playstation game
I fuckin hate you
And maybe you hate me too
But i don't give a fuck
Cause you fuckin suck
I used to ask why
You made me want
To die
All the tears I cried
That you NEVER DRIED
Fuck you

Barbara Dixion

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