Ana Podarevska - Happy

This water is deeper than the world is shallow
These drugs are your God, and just as hollow.
In my mind I'm not blind, although my eyes wander
I know you're too far gone to be found.

You waste yourself so beautifully
While tearing me so savagely.
I don't mind you hurting me
If it makes you happy.

I know that I've been used
and I'm used to the abuse
But I don't mind you hurting me,
as long as it amuses you.

[01-20-07. It's a song, actually.]

Ana Podarevska

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/happy-16/