Am I A Monster

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Lyrics:
I heard a car crash.
Ran outside to see a skull bashed.
Blood in the road at the feet of a tall man.
Fall back, retreat into the hall and call dad.
Grab the gun that sits in the back upon the wall rack.
Every single intention of starting a massive brawl, man.
Bigger, stronger, louder, faster,
Yet you preyed upon a weaker target like a fucking coward, bastard.
Hour after hour that you chose to put your power at her,
compensating what you lack as a man, you now are plastered.
How are you laughing at the sound of madness?
I doubt you can turn around and stand
face to face with me today and justify those foulest actions.
(Chorus)
I’ve played to an empty crowd.
I’ve played in an empty house.
I know it feels to sing when no one’s listening,
but Randy‘s listening.
Believe it or not, I can hear you;
the pain, and the abuse, and the tears, yup.
The insane overuse of your fears comes
with the drain of the truth from your cheers, hun.
You said until death and now death has come,
but not in the physical form that you expected, huh?
The priest set you up for disappointment, then he let you run.
You said until death, I’d say you’re dead enough.
(Chorus)
I’ve bullied and been bullied. I’m fully a sinfully
driven heathen with unruly
demons within ruling,
but then again do we
defeat them eventually?
Think of the kids who we
give no chance to defend so we
all turn around with our masks on now,
pretending like we’re better than we really are so proud.
Most of the monsters that we hide aren’t even wrong, so how
are we casting all our stones in the wrong direction?
Are we all ready for a raw dissection?
The innocent are rotting and we all might let them.
(Chorus)