Allysyn Bryant - `I'm Done

I miss those long, happy nights
Of when you use to hold me in your arms tight
Looking up at stars so bright
You use to tell me everything was gonna be alright.

But now, there are no more hugs
No kisses on my forehead
No starry nights
There’s no more you and me

We’re done, you’ve said goodbye
Every time I think of you
Tears fall my cheek
I won’t cry, I am done

You don’t like my family
I know, but you still don’t understand
I’ve loss my family once
And I won’t lose them again

You tell me to be more selfish
How do I do that when my mom’s dying?
She’s the only one
Who hasn’t left

And you expect me to leave her
To leave them, I can’t
I don’t even know if we’ll talk again
But if we I’ll distance myself from you

I won’t cry, I may smile
But don’t touch me again
Don’t tell me you love me
I won’t let you in, don’t ask

I tell you
I’m done.

October 2nd,2009

Allysyn Bryant

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