Allyssa Barker - Three Halves

i'm sorry
i really am
but this won't ever go away
and your won't ever understand
what am i supposed to do
how could this be the plan
how am i supposed to live
if this is just who i am

how do i live
with this heart i have
one-half pleasant
one-half sad
and then there's this secret one-half
this raging, evil mad
and this secret one-half-
it can't be who i am

so tell me, please
do you know any other remedies
that make me cease to be?

Allyssa Barker

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