7Shadows Teed - Sorry for the pain

I sit here in the dark and contemplating on the past.
I realize how much I messed up.
I just wanted to say sorry.

There's so much I did to hurt you all.
To be honest I’m not really sorry for it,
But yet some part of me is....
A small part but a part of me none the less.

I don't know what all exactly I did.
I just remember bits and pieces.
Like a jigsaw puzzle trying to put it back together.

I know I messed up.
I know what I did was wrong.
But it’s not like I regret doing it.

I'm merely saying sorry for it hurting you.
I know that sounds a lil weird.
But I’m sorry for hurting you,
But not for doing it.

I wouldn't change it cause I don't regret it and if I did it would change the future.
I'm just sorry for it hurting you so much,
That’s all.
There is nothing more to it.

Some small part of me is sorry for the pain I caused you,
But it’s only a portion of what you caused me....
It's only a portion of the pain you caused me......

7Shadows Teed

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