Zubaida Boland - everytime it rained

Every time it rained
She kept praying
That her heart would stop beating
So that she stops loving anyone else
That no more breaths are to be taken
For her atmosphere has been poisoned
She was suffocating
In silence, and smiling to the world
As if nothing matters
As if she was the happiest person alive
In her prayers
She kept stating
' Dear god, can you terminate my life
For my soul has been dying inside
A body that seems as if it wants to survive '
As the prayer continues, her tears got lost with the rain
Till they were considered to be meaningless by her brain
She remembers more and more of this life's crisis
But then she remembers that other people are living in deeper misery
So she wipes her tears
Even though, they kept falling
She put a smile on her face
And said one more phrase
' I love you god, am happy now that i said this grace. '

Zubaida Boland

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