XOR 999 - Fever

Why my weakness resonates again
it creeps inside right into my veins
why I feel so lost again
hopeless is all I'm left
I don't know what Kills me last
or how my world is dead
why am I denied of doing that
where I can be among the best
its like I am truly suicidal inside
its like I have completely lost my rights
in crates of sorrow my mind resides
watch myself decay the way this system decides

Being non-living and tired of pretending
fact is my next is so dark and dim
unknown is what I have to fight
buried deep inside my skin

Another day comes with no motive
with no clue to this life to live
nothing adds up to everything i give
trapped again inside the day
I don't know what comforts me first
or how the life is led
so insanity is never too far
if pain is the only way to find rest
its like I am brutally wrecked inside
its like I have completely lost my rights
in crates of sorrow my mind resides
watch myself decay the way this system decides

I keep on falling, but never reach the end

XOR 999

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/fever-13/