Wishing For Perfection - Mistake

You can deny it all you want.
You can say you love me over and over
But i will always know that i was a mistake

You may have planned for me
And you may have wanted me at the time
But now as i grow up, becomming a snotty teen
You wish you could take it all back

You never planned for all of my medical complications
For all the worry i put you through
And all the mean things i say
You never planned i would turn out like this.

The doctors told you to abort
You would do no such thing
The doctors warned you i would be expensive
The doctors were right, you should have listened to him

Ill tell you over and over
Im sorry, im sorry i did this to you
Youll tell me to shut up, say im full of shit.
But deep down you will always know...
That i was a mistake.

If i could make myself dissapear
I would.
If i could make you forget me
I would.

Then you wouldnt have to worry
And you wouldnt have to be so cautious

If i wasnt here at all....
Everything would be so much better

Wishing For Perfection

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