William Cook - I abjure

I take it back what I said
There’s no way in hell
I’d be better off if you were dead
Each day would throw new bills upon the floor
Each dollar borrowed
Would grow required
A dollar in return
And this fucking hole
In my heart
Will never stop burning
Shot through with you
I abjure
This is the channel
I fall into
Willingly
With great gusto and fervour
But, hey shit
I abjure
I fuckin’ love that word
Yeah.

William Cook

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