wild fire - cry

Alone in this house
I feel so small
No one knows I'm here
No one knows I've fallen

The rain shows no sign of stopping,
and you're not here anymore

Oh how I wanna cry
myself to sleep
Do you know how it feels
to not be able to breathe?

Can you see right through me?
Or give me my strength to stand?
Why am I nothing without you?

I wanna pound on the wall
until my knuckles bleed
I wanna fall to pieces
but its all stuck inside

The walls seem to talk
and they're so deafening
reminding me of our laughter

my head hurts and I cant
waste another day stuck here
in the shadows of the past

I wanna see myself fall
I wanna give up on this
my only hope is die soon
and escape this lonliness

I threw away your pictures
but cant get rid of your face
that is imprinted in my mind

I finally step foot outside
only in my pajamas
the clouds are dark and
rain beats down of my face

I fall into the wet leaves and
finally give in
There for the first time since you left
I allow myself

wild fire

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