Vision Ghost - So Hard To Breath

Drifting mind makes way, for nothing
As I am locked dwelling, on something
Something I miss and I loved so dear
Now all I am left with, is so much fear

The future now untold and so unclear
I don’t know which way, I should steer
To try and carry on and to fathom this
That I lost the one thing, I called bliss

Wishing you back so, so much it hurts
That all I feel is much pain, that now asserts
Into my heart and soul, now without you
Never felt before something, so very true

How can I see a world now, without you?
All I see is the shattered dreams, now so few
Nothing left but all that is, lost and gone
In all that I know, you were the only one

Your skin that was soft against my touch
That tender kiss that I will miss, so much
I choke on tears that render, so helplessly
Nothing I can say, can bring you back to me

Not sure where to go; what to do anymore
I thought it was all worked out, for sure
Now lost without you near and beside me
Don’t know when I will see you so free

Cannot stand the thought, of loosing you
Of loosing what I treasured, now so blue
Please comeback to me my love, please
Or leave me, in ever growing sense of agony

This burning of my heart, so deep inside
When I’ve nowhere else to go, to confide
No one else, could ever understand now
The pain that is scratched, across my brow

I will never stop loving you, now and forever
Can’t stop loving you, now matter what endeavour

Vision Ghost

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