Virginia Her - Goodbye My Almost Lover

My almost lover
You are gone now.. so am I.
No more waiting
Pondering..
Guessing for the right answer..
I'm out..
Should have been a long time ago.

Yes. it is hard
And lately
I have been so weak.

Letting tears fall down my cheek.
I never dared wipe them.
Because I truly believe you are worth
Every teardrop.

If you ever do realize that I am one of a kind
A true beauty
Inside.
It would probably be too late
Just know that I still believe you were worth it.
All those moments I had spent
Daydreaming of you
Of 'us'.
I was truly happy
For a second...

I guess I am not as strong as i thought.
Maybe it was a good thing you left
My heart.

Now just get out of my mind
My thoughts.. wishes
My dreams and fantasies
Please... leave me alone for now.

When you see me.. turn the other way
Or walk past me just like the wind
When I need help.. do not offer a hand
If I try to talk to you.. ignore me
If I keep staring.. get out of my sight
Don't let my heart open up to you
A g a i n..

Virginia Her

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