(Vampire) Kim McDermand - Not Worth It

You are not worth it
You are not worth my tears
You are not worth my time

For when I try to descend into your loving embrace
I become heartbroken

Do you know how I feel?
Of course not
You turn your back on me and run off with someone else
You are not worth it

You stare dumbfounded at what I say
Do you know how I feel?
Do you know that you've hurt me?
Of course not

While I sit here feeling used and unloved
You sit there probably feeling loved and wanted
But you know what?
Nobody will ever love you as much as I have

All of the things that you have said
That filled my heart will love and joy
Was it lies?
But none of that matters now
After that sentence you said
Nothing matters

Right now my life seems to be spinning
Spinning out of control
Spinning into that black hole that I have worked so hard to get out of
You are not worth it

You are not worth my tears
The tears that I cried for you, because of you
But you know what?
When I find the one who is worth my tears
They wont make me cry

You are not worth my time
Why should I waste my time with someone who simply doesn't care?
I used to say to you three words that meant so much
Those words don't matter now do they?
Instead I'll say these three words

NOT WORTH IT!

(Vampire) Kim McDermand

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